release, strength, distance
Look around
It gets a lot sometimes
Refusal means letting go.
Refusal is a position, this moment is here to ask you to consider it as a valid one.
You have the tendency and desire to continue, to participate, to push through, to cope, to make a change, to destruct.
This is here to tell you that it is time to quit.
Look around
Refusing is a beautiful sort of destruction.
Don’t forget that refusal is a continuation too.
Resign.
Maybe you’ve been juggling for too long.
Maybe refusal could be a different kind of carrying. Not a way out, but a different way in, into something else.
Make a space for something else to come in. Wait by the door.
Maybe.
Look around.
Maybe there is a space for not-doing, for unbecoming, for withdrawal.
Consider that.